Tonight is such an awesome night, I wish I could spend the night out by the lake (with no drunk people around). If I did not have to work the next day. I would spend the whole night looking up at the stars watching for falling/shooting stars. Talking (assuming some one else was there) or thinking what it would be like to go to space. Looking back on the earth as if it were a small ball that I could hold in the palm of my hand. Striving to know the answers day by day we all go on. I use to wonder what for. But everyday God shows me another reason why is worth it. Our lives are full of surprise, suspense and beauty. Some day will know really how lucky we are. Some day... But until then we can only hope and wonder what the future holds in store for us. The one thing I know is it will be great! So great in that in our wildest dreams still can't take us there. I have a hard time trying not to anticipating it, although I know its on it way. I am sure everyone does... However when I do slow down and take a look around at what we speed up and miss day in and day out. It makes me realize that every moment is special. We only have some many here. But what we have to come will be some much better. I get happy when thinking about my best moment and then thinking about it only getting better. How? God only knows and its best that way because if I knew I would probably just do something stupid.

One day we will know just how great the gifts we have really are...